It's easy to feel like an outsider sometimes especially in a room where everyone else has known each other for so long.
I feel like I missed the boat when it comes to the age of variety entertainment. So many of the magicians we all know know each other because they have all worked together for so many years.
It feels like a different time when performers don't really "come up" together. Maybe I was just in the wrong state at the wrong time? Who knows.